I promised to try and mend the pieces of your heart.

and in turn, I’d let you have mine.

time passed…

I never quite found out how to do it..

instead I just. really. enjoyed being with you..

at first I was honestly reluctant on letting my own unstable heart out..

held onto it by invisible strings..

but you treated me too well..so well..no one else has ever treated me better..

no one ever gave me the attention you could..or took care of me like you do..

that I eventually let go, and passed my heart on to you.

I wanted to at least have your heart fully mended, and get stronger..so that if anything..at all..you could stand on your own feet..

but time passes and things happen..

now I wouldn’t know what to do if you’d be gone in any way from me..

you’re all I have left..really..

everytime you faint, I fear what if you don’t wake up one day..thats why I tear..

right now, I can tell you I’d never wanna leave you..and I’ll never want you to leave me..

I never knew I’d meet a girl like you..

and I won’t meet another quite like you, or close at all..that much I know.

but of what if’s…if something has to happen one day..that would tear us apart..

if you had to leave first..I’d be torn apart along with my heart that I passed onto you…become a soulless remnant of who I am now..

if I had to leave first..I’d never want anything to happen to you..and I’d wish you the best in everything you do..stand on your own feet and find what you want to do..

but really..enough of that..

cause right now..I’m not going anywhere..and I pray you never do..

I love you darling.